Friday, December 30, 2011
TWO.
Just two more days till the new year. This whole week has been great so far. I've been going out, and its time for a stay home Friday. Haha, totally a wrong day to be at home, but whatever. I need some alone time like this once in a while. Went out yesterday to catch a movie WE BOUGHT A ZOO. It felt like as if that movie bore the person I was watching with, but its quite nice anyways. About family and stuff like that. Bought a 8GB memory card for my phone, yay me! Now can download all those glee songs to my phone. Anddd to you, a picnic would be nice judging from that small one we had yesterday. So yes, about 2012, I need to come up with reasonable resolutions such that there's a possibility I can meet them. Hopefully. So for a start, I hope I can make friends with lots and lots of people in my new school, and just be confident in myself. AND COURAGEOUS. Amiiiiiiiiin.
Anyways, changed the blogskin. THIS IS UBER CUTE!
2:32 PM
Wednesday, December 28, 2011
2011
SO EVERYBODY, haha, another entry's coming right up. Eh like fun la talk to myself. But okay, yay. Today's gonna be about how 2011 has been for me. Anyways, it 4 more days till 2012.
Well, I started off the year pretty good. My appeal to drop some subjects was approve and A NEW HAPPY ME was reborn. And also, I get into Mdm Lau's POA class which had helped me a lot. So academic wise, it was a smooth journey. But I wished I had been more hardworking and get my homework done and all. I'm sure I can do better than the results I get for my prelims. Oh wells, no point crying over spilled milk. I just hope that my Olevel results is satisfying for me. InsyaAllah.
So besides that, I've became closer with super cool people, like Syamira, Grace, Yiling, Atz & Fadiah. I don't know why now but I wished I had known them earlier. They so cute, funny, cool, spontaneous, caring and all those positive words you can find. I'm not kidding. They made my Sec 4 life not as lonely as Sec 3, and also, I don't know how they did this, but I feel motivated to study hard when I'm around them. These people good influences I tell you! Hahaha.
BUT IN 2011, MY FRIENDSHIP LIFE WAS A HARD AND ROUGH JOURNEY. I don't know why do we have to end it like this, but like I say, things happen for a reason. Yeah, but I really wanna know what's the reason. Truth is, I wish the four of us could still be together. Imagine how fun it'd be if we had went for Pahang together. But anyways, since 1's down (I think), let's talk about the other 2. Well, we did have some small bickerings here and there, but I'm glad we manage to still pull through and stay together till the end. No matter what happens, they are still the best people in my life and will always be. i love you girls! :') And its sad that we probably have to separate next year. I just hope we'll keep in touch.
Well, the "you-know-teenage-love-life" for me was........................ heheheheh. I think its great that F and I are still friends. BEST FRIENDS 4EVA DUDE! Like we've planned. (y) ANNNDD so about that love life, heeehh. Well, I'm so glad I've met the one. I'm hoping he's the one. We need to touch up on our trusting issues, well my part of trusting issues. But other than that, I'm glad I met him. He's funny, caring and sweet and outgoing. Okay, maybe I should keep guys like him close to me. He's so dear and important and I want him to know that I really love him. From the bottom of my heart, I dooooo. Here's a less than 3 for you <3.
SO OVERALL, 2011 has been one of the nicest year for me. Everything was just good, not perfect, just good. I mean, as long as I see myself smiling most of the time, its good enough for me already. But yes, 2012, new school, new everything. There you go, another change in life. I hope it'll be better and God willing, I can be a better person as well.
11:29 PM
Friday, December 23, 2011
ENBZ
HAHAHA OH GOSH ELYA RECENTLY READ MY BLOG. HELLO ELYA *waves hand*
Hmmmm, i feel like starting a blog again, butttt i think its nicer posting stuff when nobody's gonna read it as they assume my blog is probably dead. So yay, gonna write something in today.
Honestly, I'm missing my girlfriend. That kind of best girlfriend, BFFs thing yaa. Its like I've known her since sec 1 and to end it like that, its just so bad, so tragic. But at the same time, I'm happy with her life now, she seems happier. SHE IS.
But everyday, I can't stop myself from imagining us hanging out to go shopping or even just lepak at some voideck, or somewhere high class (if we rich a bit laa). Especially during times after os like this. We'd probably be talking about stuff only God knows what. I miss her nonsense and her fearless attitude.
But like people always say, things happen for a reason.
Anyways, i don't really know if we're friends or not. Okay, judging by the way we act, I don't think we are but the truth is, when she sent me that text, that very last text she ever sent to me and I didn't reply, honestly, I wasn't ready to let her go. Who in a right mind would wanna end a soon-t0-be 4 years of friendship?! And so, I choose not to reply. Cause I don't know how to reply or what am I suppose to say. So my dear friend, the fact is I have never let you go. You can come back to me anytime. My arms would always be open for you. Let bygones be bygones. i'm sure all of us have learnt somethings from this incident.
But okay, no one's gonna read it. So ya. Nevermind.
7:58 PM