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Saturday, September 3, 2011

Lol

Since no one is gonna read this post anyways. I just gonna write an entry 'cause I just feel like it.

Okay, its been like a year already since we're over. And come to think of it, I swear to God he's one of the nicest guy I've came across in my life and i'm really thankful for it. Looking back at 2009 posts, I can confirm with you I was a really ugly ugly kid. LOL. And I'll never know how on earth a guy like him can fall for me. Not tryna say I'm pretty now or what, but really, I was so ugly that words can't describe that look. BUT HE, he was there for me. Calling me beautiful, gorgeous, pretty even on days which I can just looked like an underground potato. He was there for me to hear out my problems and my rants. He was there to tolerate my immaturity and dude, for that, I really salute you. 'Cause come to think of it, I was such a real pain in the ass. That's what makes you pretty special.

I'm glad we went through a healthy break up. Even though, for a short period of time, I badly wished you were still mine and how sad and depressed I was each time you told me to move on. Yeah, every time you said it, I lied to myself and to you that I already had, but deep inside, we both knew I wasn't. Still, thank you so much for not giving up on me and leave me hanging. Thanks for still regarding me as your friend. It means a lot.

NOW, I'm sure you'll be glad to know that I've moved on. I mean, I'll still have flashbacks of us and those good times we had, but I'm more capable of managing it now. Really. See, I can even survive for weeks without talking to you, but I really missed seeing your face. Just your face, chill. Before I end, I want you to know that you'll be one of the greatest memories that I'll keep for the rest of my life. Afterall, its always their first love that people won't forget. I also want you to know that you're a great guy. And a great guy like you will deserve a really awesome girl. Just wait, or maybe try your luck. I know you suck at making conversations with girls, especially with those you're interested in, but hey, if that girl really likes you too, everything will fall in naturally. Patience is virtue, and I'll hope at least we can be friends forever. Cheers!

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